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Don't Stop If I Fall,
Sunday, January 3, 2010
And don't look back.Every single person who ever said they'd never leave me fucking did.
I know I'm a horrible person, but I love you.
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
Yeah, I'm done.
This is the last time I'll believe "I'll never leave", I swear.
I'm in love with a girl I hate.
Friday, January 1, 2010
It's bullshit.You still hurt me. You still have me.
And that's probably what gets to me the most.
All of me knows that I'd be so much better if I never saw your name or face again.
All of the world knows I don't have that strength.
I'm freaking out that I won't enjoy my holiday because I miss you.
I've been told I'll leave all my problems in this thrice-damned country, but I know I'll never leave you behind. I'll always carry the part of you that was mine.
The part of you that I like to pretend is still mine.
Yeah, I'm digging a hole - but I'm in so deep I've been to China and back.
The only thing I want is to have you back - but apparently it's all or nothing.
IDon'tBelieveYou.
Sunday, December 13, 2009
I want to write.I want to just let every thought go in some huge blog that you'll all read and misunderstand.
But I'm so far gone right now that I can't even get words to do that for me.
Someone bring me back to shore?
Soon.
I pray, I do. Soon.